Quarter-life crisis!

have been wanting to write something these couple of days but just couldn't take time out for blog....now finally got a little time to myself for this....

been feeling that i'm facing a little of a quarter-life crisis recently.....not knowing my goals and direction in life....guess its because i'm graduating in less than half a year's time....my dad just asked me today what i'm going to do after i graduate...and i reminded him that i already got a job! and he said something that made me pondered over the fact that audit might not be a long term job for me....well...i start to think what will happen to me a couple of year from now?? what if after my audit job i can't find other job that's more suitable for me?? i have no idea at all...

the best thing is that my dad suggested that females shouldn't study too much...for fear that i wouldn't be able to find a bf...haha...and so he said i shouldn't continue with further study after graduation....ahaha....what an old-fashioned thinking!!! some weird thoughts just flash through my mind.....i wonder if this crisis will be minimised if i'm actually attached now?? it seems like when u're attached, there's another kind of goal in ur life and perhaps u wouldn't be so lost?? friends who are reading this will probably think that i'm so eager to get attached.....haha...but well...i'm just curious....i still believe in fate and of course...the right person is just not here yet...=p

today i heard on the radio that england/europe that area is facing some disasters caused by the extremely strong wind...killed quite a number of people....together with the recent tsunami disaster, i was reminded of something i learnt in geography years back....my geography tutor said before that all these natural disasters and wars seem to happen for reason: to control overpopulation....come to think of it...it seems to make some sense....its like nature's way of counterbalancing the overpopulation phenomemon.....

if this is really nature's way of working then there's no way to avoid these disasters then? so we'll nv know what will happen tomoro and we should all try to live our life to the fullest each day.... so what am i still doing here doing all these seminar readings???