Pissed & Stressed!

i've always thought that i'm veri lucky to be getting 'ideal' groupmates for all my past projects...especially those that have been randomly allocated....but my luck this sem seem to be taking a break for AA304 the audit module.....5 in a group with 2 ultra smart people but they seem to appreciate the fact that being smart doesn't mean that they're always right, being smart doesn't mean that other people (like me) are just as smart and can afford to do last min work!

i hate doing last min work...really...make me so stressed up... was suppose to meet on monday with the report due next monday, it was delayed by excuses and activities that we only met on thurs! no one is going to to meet on fri nor sat coz its public holiday! hello?? its not 1 or 2 pages report....its 2000 words! that's not the only thing...for a project that's supposedly having 3 meetings on average (accordingly to the testimonial given by Shirley) my group settled it in just one meeting that lasted not more than half an hour??!! we just sat there and simply discuss the approach and guess wat? the work was split and done...

its ok if this was a simple project....but no...its wasn't...its like a lot of brainstorming and evaluation...and me and another ger (2 of us) was suppose to come out with all the points by ourselves! what a great way to kill our braincells...the worse thing was we realised that our approach was wrong after toking to the tutor.......and this resulted in even more work to be done by us.... *faint*

"its only 10%...." one of the smart guy said....ok...i know...to him 10% is nothing! he can score in participation and final exam as well as his presentation.....but to a person who don't participate much nor good at presentation like me, 10% can make a difference! why dun he just give up his 10% and let me have it instead?

being in this group just make me feel like turning back the time and wished i was working with my AA205 group again...the best group that i've ever worked with.....the meetings were nv a chore and always filled with laughter and gossips....haha....despite the fun part, we always get stuff done efficiently...

sigh...see...working in a group is not as easy as i thought....i finally realised and experienced it after 3 years....when my friends complained to me, i used to think that things can't be that bad...but now....different working style can really cause a lot of problems...just like it did for me...
just prayed that i wouldn't do badly for this report/presentation....... okie....going to sleep already...still need to pia for the report tomoro morning.....