Just 2 Words

Just 2 words to describe my life since last friday.......

TIRING + CHALLENGING!!!

working till 8pm for last friday and this monday....from tues to thurs, its was 1130pm....

it wasn't just the working hours...it was the work that i'm doing...i was practically doing the work of a 2nd year senior who has had 4 years of audit experience!

and the worse thing was i'm auditing a company with forward contracts....

all those trading things and mark to market gains and losses....realised and unrealised ding dongs....

I FEEL LIKE VOMITING

despite the fact that i maintain a positive attitude and tried to do the very best i can... it wasn't easy...... yep...i can always ask when i'm unsure....but understanding and trying to figure out how to go about auditing is definitely not that straightfoward....

a few times during the couple of days when some other seniors (who're sympathetic towards my situation) asked me if i'm doing fine, i almost broke down in front of them.... it was the stress....but luckily i controlled...i dun wanna appear as someone who is unable to take challenges...

Sunshine can do it!!! i'm using this link to motivate myself.....

well...after this blog, this weekend....its back to work again next week....

back to facing the challenge.....

ps: to motivate urself, simply change my name to ur own in the link...its really inspiring....well...almost...except for the last part....=p